Spoilers. Spoilers, spoilers, spoilers. LOTS OF SPOILERS. If you have any thought of ever reading Digger and you don't want to know exactly what happens, DO NOT READ. SERIOUSLY.
The comic is pretty much all over but the shouting. There is a lot of shouting left to go, so it won't wrap for another few months at minimum. But if you read this, you will know what the shouting is about.
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Last chance!
The odd thing is that I knew Ed was going to die since not long after we met him, and much of the last six or seven years of comic I spent wondering how it happened. For awhile I thought the cold servants got him, but that didn't feel quite right, and for about twenty awful minutes I thought maybe Grim Eyes did it, but that was too horrible and Oedipal and pointless, and then for a long time I thought Jhalm did it, but that would have made Jhalm totally evil instead of an obnoxious but basically good guy who needed to be slapped in the face with what he was doing, and Jhalm honestly didn't deserve that.
I figured it out in the shower one day around two years ago, and a couple months later I figured out his last words, and I admit, there was some choking up in the shower when I did. (I do a lot of the plotting for Digger in the shower.)
Then I sat on it. For TWO YEARS. I finally told Kevin, because I had to tell SOMEBODY, and at least one fan figured it out and e-mailed me a surprisingly accurate plot synopsis, and some other friends figured out much closer to the crunch, probably from my awkward silences, and my mother called and made me tell her what happened, and everybody was very good about keeping quiet about it. But I'm still glad it'd finally drawn.
I'd like to be able to tell you that I knew it was a heroic redemption story all along. Maybe other authors know what they're doing beforehand, I just keep going and hope that it all works out in the end.
"So are you worried about what the fans will do?" asked Otter some months ago.
"Err...not really. I'm hoping it's so obviously the right and proper ending that people will accept the rightness of it and be sad but...y'know." (There were vague hand gestures.)
She looked at me pityingly and said "And then you realized you were on the internet, right?"
"Um," I said.
But despite my fears, I gotta say, the readers have really impressed the heck outta me. But that said-- if you want to yell, here's a thread to do it in.
The Promised Digger Thread
November 2nd, 2010
2010-11-02 03:08 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:13 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:13 pm (UTC)
Still gonna sniffle a bit more, though.
2010-11-02 03:14 pm (UTC)
But the kingfisher spirit looks... it looks so /happy/. (Is that Ed's soul/name?)
2010-11-03 01:07 am (UTC)
And *sniff* Ed! ;_; I was hoping his death could be avoided... but it is a good way for him to go.
Probably should make this it's own entry in my blog
2010-11-02 03:20 pm (UTC)
Wanting to shout it from the rooftops, but knowing that it'd be death for me from multiple sources - with you first in line. *grin*
It has been a lot of fun watching the readers figure it out (or not figure it out in many cases).
That being said, I've spent a lot of time pushing back my own tears over the last few months KNOWING what was about to happen. And it didn't make it any easier - hell, if anything it's made it a lot harder, and well worth the wait.
I love and admire you for being able to execute today's comic - and the whole story - so well. Even knowing how it ends (and no, I'm still not sharing) hasn't spoiled it for me.
As an aside, I'm also glad our contingency plans for "if the readers want to kill me over this" aren't needed. Although we still have the undisclosed location on emergency standby.
Edited at 2010-11-02 03:20 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:21 pm (UTC)
There are a lot of bad ways an author/artist/creator can handle a big moment in a story, and you handled it with as much dignity and understanding possible. I salute you.
2010-11-02 03:30 pm (UTC)
Because Ed's death was not wrong (which is different from saying it was the right thing, as we all know). It was not unexpected, no matter what we might have hoped.
Don't sell yourself or your readers short. This story attracts the sort of people who hope for the best, but realize that sacrifice happens. So long as it's for good reason.
Is it wrong that I see a little Ed Spirit wafting away, pumping his fists and calling 'Worth It!' ? I'm so bad... :D
2010-11-02 03:24 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:30 pm (UTC)
After the reveal of how Ed's first name was eaten, I knew he was going to be the great sacrifice. The Hyenas have been without a good male model for quite some time, and the "Irredeemable Redeemed" just seemed right.
I choked up pretty hard today anyway, as I loved Ed a lot. He was a survivor, but never was less than loving. It's a hard thing to keep open and loving after a tragedy like his.
Also, the fact that he has my name made it just a little more... personal.
2010-11-02 05:29 pm (UTC)
Same here.
2010-11-02 03:31 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:33 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 04:29 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:34 pm (UTC)
i curse you.
i curse your household.
may every bird you see wear a coat of brown and flash white and black tail feathers in your midst.
oh yes. this shall be your world.
2010-11-02 03:35 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:50 pm (UTC)
Ed being dead right now is more of a , "huh. Bummer" thing to me. Need to see the shouting first.
2010-11-03 12:44 am (UTC)
But it was a great, gutsy call, and I'm glad you made it.
Also, how high up were they?
2010-11-02 03:53 pm (UTC)
I will now vanish back to the land of resisting various "heart attack" jokes.
2010-11-02 09:44 pm (UTC)
Also, ye gods this is a sad part. :(
2010-11-02 03:54 pm (UTC)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
GGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I mean, it's Ed! The most loving and peaceful character in the world Digger-world! I mean, if it had been just about anyone else, I would have been incredibly sad, but not THIS level of broken up. ED! That just tears at my soul in a way very very few things ever have.
I understand why it had to be this way, and you gave him the best death possible. But oh, how I wish it could have been different...
And it's a huge credit to you to make me feel this way about a fictional character.
(Sidenote: Digger's quiet "Oh, Ed" was the perfect reaction. She also knew it had to be that way.)
maybe Grim Eyes did it, but that was too horrible and Oedipal and pointless
Ooooh! Is this official confirmation of the relationship between Grim Eyes and Ed?
2010-11-02 07:08 pm (UTC)
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2010-11-02 05:48 pm (UTC)
(Anonymous)
2010-11-02 03:58 pm (UTC)
But then I'm like that.
-- Graydon
2010-11-02 09:35 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 03:59 pm (UTC)
I imagine Ed's spirit would go into the great beyond as he lived the last years of his life: sad, but hopeful.
2010-11-02 04:03 pm (UTC)
I somehow foresee the majority of the tribe declaring it changes nothing, promptly followed by some combination of Digger, Boneclaw Mother, Owl Caller, and/or Grim Eyes tearing the naysayers a new one.
Possibly several new ones.
There may be livers.
2010-11-02 04:01 pm (UTC)
I need something to commemoratively snuggle and sob over.
2010-11-02 04:15 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 04:05 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 04:07 pm (UTC)
There is always a price. Ed paid in full. Digger's going to be paying in guilt-edged bonds for the rest of her life.
A hero doesn't have to be heroic. As often as not, a hero is someone who's scared and tired and just wants it to be over with.
Thank you for giving us Ed.
2010-11-02 04:08 pm (UTC)
2010-11-02 04:17 pm (UTC)
"Well, that was disappointingly conventional. It's like killing off the black guy in disaster movies."
2010-11-02 05:08 pm (UTC)
Unless you think the whole story is too conventional, in which case you're really coming from a really different convention from mine...
2010-11-02 04:18 pm (UTC)
Kingfisher ghosts. <3
2010-11-02 04:33 pm (UTC)